1. |
Speakerbox
05:17
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Mumbler may be right
But no one knows
It is not heard
Speakerbox is right
And treading inepts
Mumblers drowned out
Tides of speakerbox
Truth knows no boom
Little mumbler
Where is your voice
Little mumbler
Was this your choice
Mumbler can’t cry help
It is underneath
Speakerboxes current
Heard your loud dream
Rotate in lotus
Never heard the click
There’s no debate
With just one noise
Crying Mumbler
What did you say
Trying mumbler
What made you stray
Mute no
Mute has loud hands
Mumbler speaks
Is not heard
Seen
Not concerned
Buried under the drone
Of the speakerbox
Mumbler calls to me
Or I was told
Speakerbox crashed here
Mumbler the crater
Speakerbox says its ok
I must agree
Mumbler say not else
Lock in the signit
Drown you mumbler
I agree with volume
Down you mumbler
Theres no spirit to exhume.
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2. |
Fistless
05:19
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Get up
Young one
The whole thing
Is over
you keep on
Gripping
when there is
Nothing
Cut my
suspension
Pummeled
tension
On the
concrete
Basement’s
Limelight
Black shirt
Mountain
Bones in
My stomach
I feel it
It is time
I never wanted
To make it all end like this
Give and take you know this
Fistless boy is faking it
Who should have given
All that there is to invent
When I
flood out
Will you m
make my
Stones in
a circle
so I can
Be Alone
You are
Hopeless
You are
Helpless
You are
inside
Cold leaf
Recall
Where are
The eyestance
Planted
In dead shore
I wish
Its over
Will you
Please end me
I never wanted
To make it all end like this
Give and take you know this
Fistless boy is faking it
Who should have given
All that there is to invent
Staring at a light
Thanksgiving Day
You Promised its over
You promised its over
I should have known
So keep your word true
keep your word true
And hang from that light
Keep your truth once
Staring at the sun
Salt in my eyes
You promised its over
You lied to my face
I should have known
I should have known
Now keep your word
And fade into air
One time
Again
I see
You stand there
Just a
Shadow
The features
They fade now
And when
I walk to
The vision
The message
My hands
They go up
But you never
Go down
Not just
in stories
But when I
Hear you
You’re still
Standing
And I still
Am I hiding
What are you are
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4. |
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Want to see what’s on the inside
Want to see what’s on the inside
Let it flow, and take the ride
Hidden floods in cyanides
In cellars made of notes I write
The bruising touch is what I like
Every day I hate to survive
With a clock that only rewinds
Want to see whats on the inside
I will to tell you about it
In the burn pits of barbital
Laying silent a lie is resting
It will all be over soon enough
I will to tell you about it
In the burn pits of barbital
Laying silent a lie is resting
It will all be over soon enough
Want to see whats on the inside
Want to see what’s on the inside
Make liquor crack open my sky
Dry the marrow, make it right
Can I make it out of alive
Every day is an inquisition
Until the hunt has gone inside
Watch the clouds wish I’d die
Want to see whats on the inside
I will to tell you about it
In the burn pits of barbital
Laying silent a lie is resting
It will all be over soon enough
I will to tell you about it
In the burn pits of barbital
Laying silent a lie is resting
It will all be over soon enough
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5. |
Private Chauffeur
05:24
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Drive around
For a bit
Cause you can’t
Hold your shit
Left lane
Cruising
When the sun feels
Good on my skin
In a pinch
In the hit
And I must be
Good for it
Cause your name
Is in the news again
Bombardier
I’m so lost
Cut the brake
grip it dead
tells it straight
Eyes are down
Coward pose
Voice still good
Better not
Laugh about
Going through
Heavy times
Will you stay
In the dusty bed
Nice that we could
Have this chat
A miracle we
Stay on this road
Just say the word
And I’ll sink down low
Call out the paper
notorious mentions
In the back pages
I’ll tell you about it
I’ll tell you about it
Mass mount fingers
In viper strike
See all the purple
Walk me through this
Walk me through this
Hallway chatter
The proud yell
Handshake carpets
Don’t tell me about it
Don’t tell me about it
Early retirement
In a crash zone
Just fantasies
Cowards don’t get
Kick backs
Tetra flare
Myelin shot
Stench of fog
Purple stare
Bit your tongue
and lied through this
Since you can’t
Draw your fist
No one wins
When it comes to him
We give up
And I rot again
Locked in
The metal cabin’s breath
Turning back
But no clocks
Dismantling
Reverts to stone
Mute curses
I’m the coward
Where are you
You hide again
That one time
I called you out
The words buried
Under the Sun
Nice that we could
Have this chat
A miracle we
Stay on this road
Just say the word
And I’ll sink down low
When I’m stuck
my low focus point
I’d rather be drowning
I swear I knew it
I swear I knew it
threw it in the woods
Film can green shots
But will that stop you
I’ll hide it outside
Life in blindside
I’m too young
To know the jokes
The laughing two
Clenching insides
Break my reprise
Early retirement
In a crash zone
Just fantasies
Cowards don’t get
Kick backs
I’m killing
My teenage
I rewrite
my visage
in the car
Sold empty
Cut from paper
Lost the message
Once an aura
Now the drudge
No loud chant
Extract an end
Call out the peasants
Cut all the pissants
In the back alleys
I’ll tell you about it
I’ll tell you about it
My suicide has
A celebrity endorsement
A real good deal
Walk me through this
Walk me through this
Take the curb
Over the ridge
Dream of airborne
Don’t tell me about it
Don’t tell me about it
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6. |
Interlude II: Astro Van
01:44
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7. |
Gardening The Clean
05:52
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Born in a lotus
In the palms of blood
Crossed by the pulpit
You’ve Given this message
And silenced at once
No matter what you want from me
The water you blessed
Has given him pause
He’s slow on the surface
So leave him to drown
In a house he will tarnish
No matter what you want from me
My knuckles are raw
My eyes are slow
I never get clean
You can’t free me
No matter what you want from me
My knuckles are raw
My eyes are slow
I never get clean
You can’t free me
No matter what you want from me
Hey
Is this child going to wake
Hey
Preserve nails on the stake
Hey
Say it nice to his face
Hey
Then dig the cross into his back
The lies we have planted
Their roots grow deeper
Who’s family is a hero
Which patrons do we taint
All the ivory is cracking
No matter what you want from me
The legends we tell them
Are spilling with paint
Red glossed in one sense
Of sinning disdain
The tape will keep secrets
No matter what you want from me
My knuckles are raw
My eyes are slow
I never get clean
I never get clean
No matter what you expect of me
My knuckles are raw
My eyes are slow
I never get clean
I never get clean
No matter what you expect of me
Hey
Can it open its mortal side
Hey
A pleasant face my of lies
Hey
Writing checks as acts of love
Hey
Reunion made of blackened doves
I let the sun burn me
Just to cleanse it free
The flakes fly away
I am a new day
I gardened the clean
Only I will cleanse me
I can not drain it out
Refills in my house
When I take the plunge
Don’t play the victim
To crude addendums
You tried for my end
A hall warm but alone
I hear honest tones
History inverts
The elder holds my neck
I welcome the release
Please give this to me
My knuckles are raw
My eyes are slow
I never get clean
I never get clean
No matter what you expect
My knuckles are raw
My eyes are slow
I never get clean
I never get clean
No matter what you expect
My knuckles are raw
My eyes are slow
I never get clean
I never get clean
No matter what you expect of me
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8. |
10 Hands
04:54
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Feel the 10 light on concrete
the 10 light on concrete
I know she said ok
don’t look don’t feel the same
Feel the 10 light on concrete
the 10 light on concrete
I know she said ok
don’t want to feel the same
All the pressure
In the drive seat
To make escapes
In a deathrow
I need nothing
I want a ghost
To take it now.
Laying down on the cement floor
I wonder where it all went
It’s fuzzy and I hit the door
The noises come the outside
Are you coming in?
Keep the ten eyes upon me
The ten eyes upon me
you ask if I’m okay
I don’t think you wish I’d stay
Keep the ten eyes upon me
The ten eyes upon me
you ask if I’m okay
All I want is for you to stay
All the pressure
In the love seat
To make escapes
In a deathrow
I need nothing
I want a ghost
To fade it now.
Laying down on the tile floor
I wonder where I am gone
It’s fuzzy and I hit the glass
The swirl has burnt the inside
I feel the rejection of my error
Bring the ten glass inside me
The ten glass inside me
You said don’t deplete
But I want this ending
Bring the ten glass inside me
The ten glass inside me
You said don’t deplete
Don’t stop this ending
All the pressure
In the ending
To make escapes
In a deathrow
I want nothing
I need a ghost
To fade it now.
I see you out there haze of smoke
I lie and tell myself its normal
This isn’t normal I am lost
I am tired I want to go away
You laugh in the distance
He laughs in the distance
I try to psyche it off I grab the light
Lay ten hands upon me
Ten hands upon me
My introspect is slain
I want to go away
I lay ten hands upon me
I lay ten hands upon me
My introspect is slain
Will you all go away
All the pressure
In the ending
Look in shock
Surrendering.
I want nothing
I need a ghost
To fade it now.
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9. |
Interlude III: Coach Bus
02:29
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10. |
Moving Day
11:47
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I know I know
I know I know
I know
I got yours, don’t get mine
I’m finally allowed
To breath tonight
In the open air
The Air
I shrug off this dust
The job is done
I am never coming
You are finally going
The bed stays empty
This smoke you play in
Leaves me molten
Looking out this window
I become smaller
As you drive away
Yelling to walls
I won’t hear it
Volume flow through me
I’m pierced beyond it
The echo is slapping back
This hand drags truth
I can’t ground myths
Charcoal grazes my wounds
The callous makes me warm
I embrace my burn marks
I regret another holiday when I wouldn’t curse you
I regret another car ride when I couldn’t beat you
I regret this other chance to finally hurt you
Nothing but my eyes
My rain is heavy
My skin is seizing
I itch on the inside
I’m filled with your sound
Are you ever leaving
It’s moving day
And I’m feeling free
The rooms are breathing
The oxygen is coming
You don’t recall
much of this as true
It’s not a big deal
Why carry that weight
Even when gone
shadows lingers
Reverb cuthroat
Careless message
You won’t believe
What I tell you
least in my mind
Not just yet
It’s moving day
And I’m feeling lost
The rooms are talking
The air’s been poisoned
If you won’t admit
Much of this as true
It dies.
Poison stares at me
But I seek antidotes
Vagrant but clear blue
Strip mined in untruths
This will take time
A hand reaches out
I can’t hang on just yet
pet the surface tension
This takes more time
You still live here
Sleep echo is old
But I’m ready to stare
You only come in the dark
Forms are unsure to me
The room waits for me
I throw my cap high
I want to move on
But you followed
So I do it again
You grow further away
I regret another holiday when I wouldn’t curse you
I regret another car ride when I couldn’t beat you
I regret this other chance to finally hurt you
Nothing but my eyes
My rain is heavy
My skin is seizing
I itch on the inside
I’m filled with your sound
Are you ever leaving
It’s moving day
And I’m feeling free
The rooms are breathing
The oxygen is coming
You don’t recall
much of this as true
It’s not a big deal
Why carry that weight
Even when gone
shadows lingers
Reverb cuthroat
Careless message
You won’t believe
What I tell you
least in my mind
Not just yet
It’s moving day
And I’m feeling lost
The rooms are talking
The air’s been poisoned
If you won’t admit
Much of this as true
It dies
You don’t erase
My inside is knots
Ink stains everything
Is my heart blackened
How does this void
Haunt like the stone
And also give me
A chance to sleep
I draw a circle
and say the prayer
The sweat I’m giving
It will help sever
You sent a letter
The rope is thinning
I hid a last time
The tie is breaking
The bond is dead
I float in the river
It took some time
But I’m never drowning
I’ll take the stains
And connect the scars
When the sun is shining
They become stars
Moving day
Cut into
These boxes
And unpack
all the haunts
line them up
onto these shelf
take them down
play some time
and then go
into the trash
and light it up
light them up
burn them down
burn
I regret another holiday when I wouldn’t curse you
I regret another car ride when I couldn’t beat you
I regret this other chance to finally hurt you
Nothing but my eyes
My rain is heavy
My skin is seizing
I itch on the inside
I’m filled with your sound
Are you ever leaving
It’s moving day
And I’m feeling free
The rooms are breathing
The oxygen is coming
You don’t recall
much of this as true
It’s not a big deal
Why carry that weight
Even when gone
shadows lingers
Reverb cuthroat
Careless message
You won’t believe
What I tell you
least in my mind
Not just yet
It’s moving day
I’m feeling lost
The rooms are talking
This air’s been poisoned
Even if you hide your lies
I live
What do I do
With all the clutter
I pile it up
Onto the curb
And somebody can take it
It’s no longer mine
I take no ownership
I’m finally home
I sit amongst the four walls
And I watch the sky
I feel free
I feel home
And I feel safe
I look next to you
And the air is pure
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11. |
Next Time, Stay Down
04:57
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It was like a dream
No guil for what I said
I’m okay with how this ends
Delete this data point
This royal house alone
Just an entry errored phone
And I still rake in better that way
I still rake in better that way
Next Time. Stay Down.
When your threat gets tied
Make it tight
Let it shine
And Next Time. Stay Down.
When your threat gets tied
Make it known
Be it bright
I won’t burn out
What makes it better
is when you fight yourself
No stance you strike the sky
In full bloom lotus nights
I’ve seen you written down
1 dollar just out of spite
And I still rake in better that way
I still rake in better that way
Next Time. Stay Down.
When your threat gets tied
Make it tight
Let it shine
And Next Time. Stay Down.
When your threat gets tied
Make it known
Be it bright
I won’t burn out
We had a plan for you
it was lovely
I took your name
and I crossed it out
my shame rotted away
I bit my own tongue
There is no blood
the gold inside
You took those stories guilt free
you will keep trying
backdoors keep on knocking
use her as a trojan
horse and the photos
I don’t want them
The time you took in my head
It makes my eyes burn red
Next Time. Stay Down.
When your threat gets tied
Make it tight
Let it shine
Next Time. Stay Down.
When your threat gets tied
Make it known
Be it bright
I won’t burn out
Next Time. Stay Down.
When my light cuts out
You will know
That its time
And Next Time. Stay Down.
There’s no curtain rise
Wave goodnight until the night
When she lays down
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